Tomorrow will be the first day of a Test series longuuueeeeeee just as stressful as each other ...
The tone is not there? !
15J revisions, inner questions of 15j, 15j to wonder if this or that would appeal to the equalizer: Yes, the preparation is also a phase of strategy!
I am a warrior, I develop a strategy to mark my territory ... Will this strategy pay off? Wait and see ... the results will tell.
In any case, today Sunday, heavy sensation weird!
I'm having worked, though I have no regrets, doubts are present! Too can be ...
In my head, it looks like a mishmash or total determination and fatalism meet on ... Sometimes I'll be very confident, I say that anything is possible, but sometimes I will also say that the challenge is important, and I'm afraid to be disappointed!
FEAR! this may be the keyword of this story here ... Would I be afraid if it passed my competition? Or was it fear of failure?
A warrior is he afraid? Whatever one might think I do not doubt it!
you not afraid of anything, you do not fear anyone. Except yourself. This is the worst of all fears.
Yves Theriault
What would have this "fear of myself? I think the fear of the blank page, fear of forgetting, fear of forgetting altogether.
Ah! that's the bottom line!
The fear is that roars in the courage, fear is what drives the courage beyond the goal.
Alain
Good! So I rely on my fear putting together the courage!
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program tomorrow: raised 6h, train at 6:56 am (if I have my problem fallback ...), 7:14 arrival at Versailles, which came into composing room at 7:40, the beginning of the race: 8!
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Meanwhile, it is still weird, and I remember when I was talking with my friends last year when these same passed their tests ... Bah now it's we had!
The end is near, this step is to spend whatever happens, and it is for me the bigger pieces!
================ So, all my classmates: Good luck!
As Antoine de Saint Exupery said:
The future you have not to foresee but to enable.
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