Thursday, April 30, 2009

Palm Trees Hawaiimetal Ring

Journal CONTEST: Week 1!

And voila! 4 Days passed and already 7 events disposed of for me:
=> Maths EM LYON;
=> Economy ESCP-EAP, ESSEC,
=> Genaral Culture: EM Lyon, HEC, EDHEC / ESSEC;
=> LV1 English PIAC.

Topical summary of those early days:


TIMETABLE:

Tests are arranged as follows: 8 -> 12 hours / / 14h -> 18 hours. With an obligation to report 20 minutes before testing.

So up 6:00, train at 6:56 am, arrived at Versailles at 7:14, arriving at my exam center at 7:25.

COURSE THE TEST:

At first, everyone returns, preparing his business without kits (like the final BAC). Copies are already arranged with drafts inside. Everybody takes place and the complete silence settles in, waiting for the start of the event. Tick tock, tick tock ... 7:55 ... Supervisors distribute the subjects returned to everyone ... tic tac tic tac ... we put our earplugs ... Tic tac tic tac ... "It is 8 hours, you can start, good luck!".



[...] The end is near, proofreading ... it's time to go, everyone must stand up and ask pens. Supervisors collect our copies, we make our identity cards, count the number of copies collected and allow us to leave.

Finally, everything is settled and we take very, very quickly folds!

add that the degree of concentration is extreme I think. I am ten times more concentrated than I ever was at normal DS. Probably because we are in a different environment that we know very little and that the challenge here is crucial and we have no right to make mistakes!


AMBIENCE:

In my writing center, niquel! Everyone is quiet, not too intimidated. Everyone looks like each competitor and tends behind the ear when talking about the race to watch for possible misfires! My policy: speak a minimum of probation for quickly move on. it avoids any speculation or regret ...

HAND I heard of other centers of writings ... more comedy! There, certain preparations are comparable to Black Hole: Before each event they provide a true hacker who has surprised more than one! Sonia is not it?


TOPICS:

EML Math: 1 of probable exo, exo-1 analysis, an exo algebra.
horribly missed ... !

dissertation General Knowledge EM LYON: "Beauty Is an appearance?"
Well done to me. Question mark: Spelling (lack of time to read in full).

saving ESSEC Dissertation: "Technical Change and Employment (almost on my eco IBC ...). Subject
surprising!

Essay saving ESCP-EAP: "Central banks have they had and they now have a decisive role in economic activity?"
For him, I really crosses fingers ...

dissertation General Knowledge HEC: "Is it honoring the beauty of the deal as a symbol?"
Not having seen the notion of symbol in progress, you can imagine the great moment of loneliness that pervades me from reading about ...

LV1 English PIAC: about the test on the search for security and the achievement made liberties.
As We say in English: wait and see ...

Essay of General Culture EDHEC - ESSEC: "Nothing is beautiful but the real" BOILEAU
Topic I found similar to EM LYON ... I am hopeful.

WARNING: I can give my impressions on my copies, but it remains a contest! Surprises, disappointments are quite likely ... !


MORALE? A

tell you all: extremely tired! Finally, I wonder what is the hardest: the preparation or competition? And believe me the agonizing choices ...

I have absolutely not slept through the night from Sunday to Monday: When I say absolutely not, absolutely not. Other nights, bof bof. So, sleep accumulates, amplified by the day, that as long as they are literally killing us. Plus I was playing a school that I absolutely want this week, so you see, stress has played a lot too. I also note that this week was above literature, which does not help matters! 5 essay in four days, that's not a good track record? (Laughs) But

I think the hardest thing is not psychotic on the results ...


AND THEN?

Petite pause of 3 days I will try to play my card "English": the event takes place Monday.
Tomorrow Friday I think I rest a little half-day and resume later.




Well, my little (big!) Week.

Questions? Next

newspaper contest next week.

See you soon!

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Swallowscope Mouth Wash

Tomorrow ...




Tomorrow will be the first day of a Test series longuuueeeeeee just as stressful as each other ...

The tone is not there? !

15J revisions, inner questions of 15j, 15j to wonder if this or that would appeal to the equalizer: Yes, the preparation is also a phase of strategy!

I am a warrior, I develop a strategy to mark my territory ... Will this strategy pay off? Wait and see ... the results will tell.

In any case, today Sunday, heavy sensation weird!

I'm having worked, though I have no regrets, doubts are present! Too can be ...
In my head, it looks like a mishmash or total determination and fatalism meet on ... Sometimes I'll be very confident, I say that anything is possible, but sometimes I will also say that the challenge is important, and I'm afraid to be disappointed!

FEAR! this may be the keyword of this story here ... Would I be afraid if it passed my competition? Or was it fear of failure?
A warrior is he afraid? Whatever one might think I do not doubt it!

you not afraid of anything, you do not fear anyone. Except yourself. This is the worst of all fears.

Yves Theriault

What would have this "fear of myself? I think the fear of the blank page, fear of forgetting, fear of forgetting altogether.
Ah! that's the bottom line!

The fear is that roars in the courage, fear is what drives the courage beyond the goal.

Alain

Good! So I rely on my fear putting together the courage!

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program tomorrow: raised 6h, train at 6:56 am (if I have my problem fallback ...), 7:14 arrival at Versailles, which came into composing room at 7:40, the beginning of the race: 8!

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Meanwhile, it is still weird, and I remember when I was talking with my friends last year when these same passed their tests ... Bah now it's we had!

The end is near, this step is to spend whatever happens, and it is for me the bigger pieces!



================ So, all my classmates: Good luck!

As Antoine de Saint Exupery said:

The future you have not to foresee but to enable.